so anxious

going to TTC again for the first time this month after a mmc in November and d&c in December. that was my first pregnancy so I'm TERRIFIED I won't get pregnant again or get a sticky bean! We have a really good feeling about it but I don't want to get my hopes up :/. my fertile week starts Sunday and I would give anything to get my rainbow baby! let's hope I get pregnant and it sticks!

Starting TWW. Anyone else?

I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.

So idky I thought we'd have a 16 Week scan 🤦🏽‍♀️ like I was so siked because it's spring break week next week and it would have been my daughter's first time seeing baby! Nope, not until 20 weeks 🙄 lol

So babe and I decided to go ahead and schedule a 3d/4d ultrasound on Saturday! I'm so excited. 1, because since I know it's a boy I kind of want to see a penis for confirmation 😂 and 2nd, because my daughter will actually realize that a baby is really in my tummy 😂😂 (the ultrasound will do it for her...

Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

It's my turn ladies!

Finally, after nearly FORTY-TWO weeks... I decided to get induced. Baby Violet scared me with some decreased fetal movement and I couldn't wait any longer.