I gave up everything to be with my guy, my job my house my family and for a quick minute my child. I…

I gave up everything to be with my guy, my job my house my family and for a quick minute my child. I moved from my home town to be with my boyfriend 2 hours away. Well after being with him for 6 months he still wasn't working and I was we were living in the smallest room of his parents house and I felt like I was walking on eggshells all the time we had to hide the pregnancy for 6 months too. I arranged for my daughter to stay with my parents and I would pay for all her needs. She goes to a gifted school and I didn't want her to leave it. Well he wasn't getting a job he wasn't looking for a place for us I was working and he'd be keeping me up all night playing video games. So I moved back to my parents house not ideal but I didn't have to hide my belly and the room is 3x's bigger. Well I'm still working raising my first child and growing one inside me. I've actually bought everything my son will need like I literally just need diapers and wipes. My boyfriend keeps saying he's gonna move to be with me but every time we talk he sounds mad if I bring it up and then suddenly has to go. Or gives me excuses especially ones like it's really upsetting his daughter and she's depressed. She's 7 she doesn't get to make life choices for you. I don't feel like he's gonna move for me I feel completely alone. He's been to my home town once in a year and he expects me to drive once to twice a week to see him. I keep feeling like I'm going to be having this baby alone. I went into early labor and didn't call him cause I didn't think he'd come. I've completely taken care of my sons needs. I just don't know what to do anymore. Besides cry but I can't even do that because I have to be strong for my daughter and sometimes I don't even have time cause of my work schedule. I already love my son and if I have to raise him without a dad I just might