won't have the internet until I get home. have to go pick up my kids from school & then drive to my…

won't have the internet until I get home. have to go pick up my kids from school & then drive to my 2pm appointment. I'm praying for the best but expecting the worst. I just need to know if I made is past 12 weeks. but the thought of baby #4 does kind of scare me. wish me luck ladies. I need it more than ever. at least the strength to be strong in front if my kids. but. they already know this one might go to heaven. okay on me stop rambling....lol.