I just realized I never posted my "birth story" its not your average birth I'll just say that lol..
well on Dec. 22nd at around 6 pm I got the worse pain I've ever had in my life, it was from my left side of my ribs all the way down to my hip. I couldn't move all I could do was scream and cry I was in so much pain, so neighbors ended up hearing me and called 911, the ambulance picked me up and took me to the hospital all while giving me drugs to stop screaming and no drugs were working. they took me to labor and delivery, I was having contractions but it wasn't normal they were lasting about 3-4 mins long and every time that happened my sons heart stopped beating all while I was still screaming. I was only 1cm dilated, then out of no where contractions stop and my sons heart stops beating completely, they start flipping me in all these positions to see if they can get his heart started again and nothing worked so they rushed me to the ER and did an emergency csection. at 7:08 pm my son was born but his heart still wasn't beating (I was completely awake as they cut me open) then they put me under and sliced me open from my ribs passed my belly button because I was bleeding out internally. I ended up coding 3 times because I had an aneurysm in my spleen and was completely bleeding to death. I ended up needing 20 bags of blood to replace what I lost. God was with us because we shouldnt be alive right now but you'd never know me and my son went through that because exactly a week after all this happened we both got discharged and are healthy. never expected my first child to be born this way but everything happens for a reason and I'm glad he's healthy and alive.
Wow what an experience glad to hear you and your son are doing well. 🙏🏼😊🍼💙
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I can't take it anymore! Haley (yes my 1mth old and no I wasn't able to go through this "joy" of nursing my older daughter, Molly) has been screaming non stop for 6hrs! All she wants to do is eat and I can't have her attached to me all day, everyday! She has wanted to eat every hr on the hr for the past 3hrs! I put her in her room so I don't scream at her but I just can't take it!
If me not finding ultrasound and pregnancy tests pranks funny, five days after my child’s heart stopped beating as she was on my chest, makes me uptight. I guess I’m uptight. 🤷🏼♀️

Hope this clears up all the confusion and all the horrible comments stop!
I’m officially left my husband he started physically harming me right after our son was born and this last time he cracked one of my teeth busted my lip and ripped the thing that’s holds my top lip to my gums that piece of skin he keeps screaming at me everytime he doesn’t get his way or he gets woken up by our son which in all honesty I do everything it’s not like he has to do much when I concerns our son maybe hold him for about 20 min after he is home then my son goes to sleep I’m done he wok...
thank you hun 💙 @nadiahuynh