begin rant: so my appointment on thirsday they didnt do a cervix check and he barely let me get a wprd in about my concerns on how bug Freya will be. didnt tell me what I was measuring for fundal height or her heart. just that everything was good. took me to do a nom stress though to calm my nerves about her not moving. that was at least nice to hear her heart beat fpr 45minutes (would've been shorter had the machine not jammed like 4 times) went to say something again to him about her size but someone walked in and he instantly left and said have a good day. I see a different doctor this thursday cause apparently my doctor is too busy and cant see me. and ny MIL wants to come since she knows the doctor and wants to voice her concerns as well. I mean if c section is out of the question but what about induction so I dont end up pushing a ten pound child out...it's just nicer if I get to discuss it with someone then someone ignoring me. end rant.