Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

Eeek went to the dr and I am almost a 1... never really dialated early with the other two... so I got a little excited. She said the baby is measuring at around 38 weeks 😱so when I go next week I am going to ask about inducing.

Good Morning Preggie , i feel so HUGE I have 12 weeks and 2 Days left to go 😘😍💙👶🏾 DROP PICTURES OF THE BELLIES / WEEKS YOU ARE !!

33 weeks. Hoping the next 7 weeks go fast fast and I don't grow too much bigger.

The weeks are going by so fast ☺️☺️☺️☺️☺️👏🏽