
I always write inspirational quotes on this chalkboard in our dining room. This is my current reminder to myself to stop stressing out so much and just let life happen. It is easier said than done though. My period started yesterday afternoon and it seems like all I can do today is cry. I don't know if it's just hormones or what but I want a baby so badly and I'm tired of waiting. I'm so worried that something is wrong with me and we'll never be able to have kids or something.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
how long have you been trying?