It doesn't matter when mother hood strikes but I feel like I'm so old having a baby. I'm 34 and this…

It doesn't matter when mother hood strikes but I feel like I'm so old having a baby. I'm 34 and this is my first pregnancy ever. I would love to have one more after this one but unfortunately that window has closed for me. I don't want to be 40 trying to have a whole family. Sometimes I wish I didn't have issues getting pregnant but things happen for a reason. I'm sure being that I'm older and wiser at this point and have done lord knows whatever I have wanted in these years drunk all the liquor smoked all the wacky tobacky stayed out late lived alone since 18 partied galore went on trips that now I'm ready and stable enough to finally be a mother. I'm so excited until I can't explain it. I'm in love with this child and it's a beautiful thing. #mywished4child