Has any woman put up with so much crap that at first it made u depressed, but now its like ur…

yes it sucks. I did that in the past especially with my ex boyfriend. he was so crazy and abusive and I put up with it until I went crazy. then after that was all over I was numb but then cried a lot. then i slowly learned how to be happy by myself and learned what love I deserve. now I'm with my current man and I tell him like it is instead of putting up with crap all the effing time. I show him that if he can't respect me then I'm not going to be his little begging servant. it works and it's a lot better. he treats me with love instead of just saying it, and I can tell that he sees me as a prize, not a hassle.

I'm going thru that now.. like I'm so closed off from the world I don't know how to be around ppl w/o getting anxiety

yea i think that's what happens sometimes when you get out of an abusive relationship. when i got out of mine i also felt nervous around people and scared i was gonna do something wrong so I wanted to be alone. and it's normal to feel that way when you're done with a relationship like that. another thing is that i also felt unsure of my own perceptions of reality because he used to tell me what was real and what was fake so often that I wasn't sure if i could decide for myself anymore.

oh man that's what I'm going through!!! its difficult.. my family gets creeped out by my behavior and always wanting to be alone.. they tell me to go out n be happy but i get nervous around ppl

Yes my whole pregnancy and after....

same boat. but hold on. with your baby no one and nothing else should ever matter.

exactly!! @alimarilyn7820

I have ppd so I struggle a lot and I'm uncomfortable with everything and everyone and all I ever want to do is be alone with my little man. but being with him makes things less foggy and less to struggle with everyday life. so as long as emotion is there for your baby. don't stress.

what's PPD? I have PTSD n bipolar