Thinking about quitting my job. I don't want to miss all of Ayden's firsts. And I don't know if I'm really ready to go back. I feel like I'm still dealing with some of the postpartum depression.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Staying home and being there for all of my daughters firsts was amazing. I was 16 when I had my son, so I missed a lot of his firsts due to being in class and him being with a sitter. 😢 It sucks that maternity leave is only 6 weeks long! it should be much longer than that.