(( VENTING ))
man I'm really having a love hate thing going on.... i love breastfeeding my son because its good for him and i feel good being able to give him breast milk but i HATE the way it makes me sleepy and how he wakes up and wants my boob at 4:23 at night and I'm half asleep it wakes me up cause my nipples get a pain cause they aren't use to it yet :P maybe I'm just being a cry baby
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I am honestly in complete shock rn . Me & my bf really just broke up . & the sad part is I'm the one who did the breaking up . I've never seen him so upset . What did I do ? Like I can't even cry . I have no emotion . To know that I just broke up with my boyfriend who I supposedly loved so much . Maybe I didn't love him . Or maybe I couldn't love him the way he needed to be loved. idk all I know is I got tired of being a pain in his ass . I think it's for the best ... He'll find someone who appr...
Is it normal I keep thinking that I hate my oh and I don't love him and me being pregnant was the biggest mistake ever I'm so scared that I'm gonna full out of love with my oh
tmi but I need advice cause I feel Like i'm being mean..I'm up half the night trying to get comfy to sleep,so when I do my hubby wakes me with oral or vaginal intercourse..I usually have to urinate so I get up...am I being mean if I prefer that he doesn't do this...but then I'm contradicting myself cause I told him last week I want more attention...ugh pregnancy hormones..

My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️
i sure hope so lol