my biggest fear has always been spiders. I hate them I can't look st one because I feel like they're…

my biggest fear has always been spiders. I hate them I can't look st one because I feel like they're all over me and I can't sleep at night. I just started crying out of nowhere because I realized I'm about to be a mommy and that's my biggest fear. I'm so scared lol. I can't believe I will soon be holding my little girl, mine! my own baby. .. after trying so hard to have her god has given me the opportunity to be a mother, and I just want to be the best mother in the world and not mess up.

you should be here by now little one! Come out for me to love you !