Just had a really bad dream I got pregnant with my ex who molested me. I can't even get pregnant with my husband. now I can't sleep, only cry. 😕

Selfie today because it's my birthday!!!!!! ?????? please take a shot for me if you aren't pregnant because I can't ?.
No...i can't be pregnant...i can't be pregnant again...oh please dont.......:/ I'm so going to cry 😭😭😭😭

Baby Shower Dress?! Shopping has been difficult and I can't decide which dress for my shower? Keeping gender a surprise!
I can't take it anymore! Haley (yes my 1mth old and no I wasn't able to go through this "joy" of nursing my older daughter, Molly) has been screaming non stop for 6hrs! All she wants to do is eat and I can't have her attached to me all day, everyday! She has wanted to eat every hr on the hr for the past 3hrs! I put her in her room so I don't scream at her but I just can't take it!
I can't sleep & im bored so i wonder *how you knew you were pregnant?* ☺️
I know and time heals all broken hearts take it day by day it will get better