Im emotional exhausted from dealing with all these different NICU nurses. They all have something else to say. So…

I'm sorry you are going through all of this. Just remember whatever happens now, whether it's bottle or breast, 1 week or 2 in nicu, your baby will be healthy, she will go home with you, she will grow up happy and loved and love you in return. And nothing else will matter. Don't stress over the 'small' stuff. I know it doesn't feel small now, but in the scheme of things, they won't affect how good of a life your little girl will have :)

That stuff is annoying. Are you at Renown?

@mommabird, thank you❤️ i needed to hear that

@kimberlyyyy, yes, 😞

I live in Tahoe and they wanted to fly me out to renown but I have medi cal so I went to Sacramento instead. I'm sorry things are rough right now. I spent 7 weeks at UC Davis with my 29 weeker. I hope the nurses all get on the same page for you.

@kimberlyyyy, i will be forever grateful to all the nurses and doctors that saved my babys life. But their process is so long and exhausting and its hard when one nurse says and does one thing and then the others do well other things. Its so fucking hard because now we are just waiting for her to eat a full amount but there only increasing her feedings by 5cc a day.. Today i was totally confused because one of her bottles was filled to 30cc and then the next was 35cc and so when i went there tonight she had 25 cc. They were about 24 hours away from flying her out to UC Davis because they did not see her getting better with the resources they had. Which sucks you go to a hospital to get care and they are wanting to fly your baby to another state when your not even stitched up yet from labor. I am feeling emotionally defeated