have my Group B streptococcus screening tomorrow and my first pelvic exam of this pregnancy... ready to start feeling violated 😰😰😰😰

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Update: Lost the baby on toilet he just slipped out of me 😰😰😰😰😰😰
I also recently found out that I can't take maternity leave only having been at my job since March... I must put in my two weeks when I am ready, and be completely rehired back after baby and recovery from second c section 😰😰😰😰 I'm so worried. What if they don't hire me back, and I have a two year old and an infant and no job. I am terrified about this
My water just broke !!!!!! 😳😰

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the thing I hate more than the morning sickness lol