Okay, so this is going to sound horrible but I'm not very excited about baby number 2. Growing up, I was an only child. I have no experience with siblings. I'm afraid I'll end up playing favorites or something. My daughter is the most important thing in my life right now. She is 15 months so doesn't understand what is going on. Now, while I am happy to be pregnant again....I think its just more my nerves kicking in and keeping me from getting giddy and excited. I hope I can handle 2 babies and not play favorites or anything. (this baby was conceived on birth control. just haven't had a lot of time to process it either since it wasn't planned.)
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Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
Omg I need to vent something weird just happened.... I'm scared because I thought it would never happen. I was in a deep sleep dreaming about ice cream and then all of a sudden I'm feeling wet spots on my neck thinking my fiancé's cat was in the room so I brushed it off. What scared me was then I felt something between my legs not bothered by it. Then all of a sudden I wake up to a twinge in my vagina only to see my fiancé is fucking me in my sleep I wake and was like scared. So I don't say noth...
This is NOT happening !!!!!!! I swear I had given up! But I'm 5 days late and I just got my BFP ???
Y'all Why are these Feb/Mar babies acting up. I havent felt my baby boy move in a while so now I'm getting concerned. I just drank a cup of water and got in the bed. If he doesn't move soon I'm going to ER.!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I feel the same way at times, and from what I've heard from everyone with similar feelings, it goes away. I was an only child as well, although I had step siblings, it just wasn't the same. My daughter is my everything, and similar to yours, she's young (she'll be a year in less than two weeks) so she doesn't understand what's going on right now much. The further along my pregnancy as gone, the more I've warmed up to it. It is hard to understand how I'll love another child as much as I love my first, but we aren't the only ones that feel this way, and I have confidence that I'll love them the same. I think it's just natural feelings, so don't feel bad over it!