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if they don't let me have this baby tonight, I'm going to fucking lose it. I've been at these damn doctors everyday for…

if they don't let me have this baby tonight, I'm going to fucking lose it. I've been at these damn doctors everyday for weeks and they keep telling me tomorrow might be the day, over and over again. if they tell me no today, I'm done. I'm going home and just going to wait till it happens. I had a blood pressure of 158/100 and they left me like that for hours. & now they are CONSIDERING letting me have her today. it's just time to have her done with this blood pressure bullshit.

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?

My 6 year old and I got our nails done today. She got her first manicure and they painted Olaf on her thumb! Some people…

My 6 year old and I got our nails done today. She got her first manicure and they painted Olaf on her thumb! Some people have expressed that they think she's to young to be getting a manicure. I used the manicure as a bribe to get her to stop biting her nails and if it works...I'm going to keep taking her bi weekly when I go for a fill. I remember my parents not letting me get a manicure until I was in high school. Is it really so strange for a little girl to regularly get manicures?

Well I have news. My blood pressure was high today at my doctors appointment and they checked me. Said I was 2cm dilated…

Well I have news. My blood pressure was high today at my doctors appointment and they checked me. Said I was 2cm dilated and 70% effaced! I'm at L&D to be monitored, if my blood pressure doesn't go down, I'll be induced. If it goes down, I'll be going home. But 2cm and 70% effaced?! WOOHOO! Just so grateful to make progress!

I'm over 2cm dilated but they let me go home again

my baby daddy's ex wife works at the hospital I'm having my daughter she is just a cleaning lady she tell me they let…

my baby daddy's ex wife works at the hospital I'm having my daughter she is just a cleaning lady she tell me they let her move the babies around I'm scared this women will take my baby she even tells me if I have my baby early she could see her ever day .. my doctor only delivers at this hospital I don't know what to do . this is why I don't want to have my baby early ..