I don't smoke weed. So I guess I will never understand. But I'm not sure why people smoke weed when they're pregnant!

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

So I have a question...it's a little TMI but maybe someone has experienced it...I'm 38 weeks and 4 days and when I went to the bathroom...I realized that I'm swollen down there....😒 is that a sign of labor?

Birth Plan Rant

I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?

So , I'm at the doctors using the bathroom to take my pee test and when I wiped there was a little blood in my discharge , is that normal at 38 weeks ? 😐