ugh I feel awful. my finace works at a saw mill and he gets cut up pretty bad sometimes. well basically inhaling sawdust is obviously not heathy. and tonight he definitely proved that. he woke up with a massive nose bleed... I tried to help him but being pregnant my tummy is so squeamish... I just had to leave the room before I just threw up everywhere. I wish I can just ignore it and help.

I feel bad.