i am one arguement away from leaving for good. he cant even answer a damn question. he seriously…

i am one arguement away from leaving for good. he cant even answer a damn question. he seriously makes me feel like he rather of had me have an abortion then tell him i was pregnant. i feel like i am the only one who is the parent and i sure as hell feel like he never wanted me or a baby with me. i feel like i am just getting in his way. he cant even fake excitment for my sanity. why am i even with him anymore like forreal?