okay thank you ladies!!!!

It gets better, kinda lol. My son is two and I still go check on him in the middle of the night sometimes! But just wait til you have your second baby, you don't obsess as badly over all the stuff you do with your first :)

I did the first week as well and when I did fall asleep at night I would wake up in a panic

It's completely normal! You will start sleeping better soon

i do