baby your feelings are so right, it does leave sadness and far but ur baby is here now and she's gorgeous and healthy and your her mom. I believe this and most will think I'm crazy but I believe that my sister who my mom lost way before me lives on through me, she's brand new and you'll be able to just don't sit in sadness too long it ruins us

@bella91, I wish it never happened. & after 4 times all it leaves is sadness and fear in me for my baby girl. I just wish I could enjoy her without being afraid. thank you for your words 💝

@mimi602, I wouldn't want anyone to go through that. I just want to shake this feeling off. and enjoy my baby girl without being afraid all the time. thank you for your advice it really helps when someone understands even if they haven't been in that situation.

I had a miscarriage, I was only a few weeks but I understand and can sympathize with the emptiness that you feel I think it's normal although I would mention it to your dr. I think ater having your baby now it leaves you thinking what if. my mother had a miscarriage as well and explained it to me that I can let go of the hurt it doesn't mean. that inlet go of my baby but I deserve to live without sadness for my loss. I didn't want to forget my baby and I felt like by loving another baby or moving on I was... so I went to Swarovski and bought a beautiful star necklace that reminded me of my little star that shines so bright. I used to wear it everyday as the pain. lessened I wore it less I still put it on. from time to time but it no longer brings me pain to know I moved on and my baby waits for me in heaven and I will meet him or her one day. if you need me I am here ♡

I'm so sorry. I haven't experienced a miscarriage but my mom did a few years ago so I can only imagine how it feels. 😞

@mimi602, before her I had my last miscarriage

@mimi602, last year

@bets, dod you just has a miscarriage?

@bets, it's mostly normal after giving birth yes defiantly tell your doctor. depending on your doctor they can offer different things to help. I had therapy some may take meds I'm not a bug fan of meds but see what they say to make sure its not too serious. Also try watching a funny movie playing with baby doing things to make you happy more then sad helped me as well. i hope you feel better sweetie

@mimi602, should I mention to my dr

I've had miscarriages before, 4. idk if that's where it comes from @mimi602

@mimi602, how would I know if I have that? I feel very happy, but I constantly cry about losing my baby. idk why :( I try not to. but the tears constantly come for that reason specially at night I'm constantly crying.

I was like that when I had my daughter and I had Post Partum depression really had for like 2 months I hated it.

post partum maybe?