I have so many mixed emotions. On 12/31/15 equal to 21weeks 6days... I delivered Baby A. I had constant contractions…

I have so many mixed emotions. On 12/31/15 equal to 21weeks 6days... I delivered Baby A. I had constant contractions which I informed Many doctors of over the past few weeks. Places on monitors showing contractions were 2-4 mins apart, nevertheless I was sent home. I have gone through soooooooooo much with this pregnancy and to lose one of my babies two weeks and 1 day prior to viability has been awful!!!!!! She was so perfect! I'm still hanging in there with Baby B, had a cerclage placed in my cervix and medications to stop contractions. I am doing everything in my power to keep him (baby B) safe. Now it's up to God!! When my water broke I about lost my mind!!! Please keep us in your prayers..... Please!!!