I Can't Believe How Big My Baby Is Getting, Kinda Starting To Get Excited . Even Though Not Too Sure Where My Or My Child's Father Stand We Ain't Broken Up . Just He Says Things That Make Me Think He Don't Want To BE Apart Of This Anymore . When I See Him I Act Like Okay I'm Good Off Of You But The Look In His Eyes Says That He Doesn't Want It To Be Over He's Not Done . He Was Almost Leaning In to Try To Hug Me Last Night I Said Okay See Ya , Bye . And Went Inside Like It Was Nothing . Deep Down , It Hurts But I Just Want Him To See That I Can Be Fine Without Him Because I Know Then That He Starts To Miss Be And We Always Come Back Stronger . I'm Not His Only Baby's Mom But I'm The Only One To Treat Him Right Never Do Him Wrong Meet All His Family And Them Actually Like Me . And I'm The One He Wants To Marry . He Test's Me The Most To See If My Loyalty, Love Stay True And Strong . True Love Isn't Easy , But You Have To Work Through It . Nobody's Ever Made Me Feel The Way He Does . I Swear It Was Love At First Sight On Both Ends . That's My Bestf I'd Truly Do Anything In My Heart To Make Him Happy . Even If One Day That's Not With Me . I Want Him To Be Happy No Matter What . I Just Know That My Hearts With You The Only Person I Want To Be With , The Father Of My Kids . Means So Much To Me . Wish He'd Understand That . Pray For Him More Than I Pray For Myself . Your Laugh , Your Hugs , Your Kisses , Your Tough , Your Words , Your Heart Your Soul , Is My Everything .