so I'm debating on stopping talking to my child a father for awhile. because I feel myself catching feelings everyday and I don't want to ruin our friendship because of it but holding it in & taking to him everyday & we progress makes it hurt even more. like I feel like he's overlooking the fact that its me hes looking for because I hurt him once before plus I dont want to ruin what I have with the guy in with now. and I just don't know what to do anymore. its all hurtful
yea. plus like I Stated I hurt him. and I do r blame him.for protectinf himself but he told me once before he has feelings for me. just don't want to get hurt against. but he won't let me show him & prove to him that I nevwr meant to hurt him nor will I ever again @babyrollinssquared
see I wantes think that until he for a girlfriend. today @babyrollinssquared now I know he don't
thats true. and Ive tried that a lot. but its hard maybe a few weeks to get myself to that point of thavw the great convos we have w/out feelings. and I think they are good. but he don't know it. so its pointless @babyrollinssquared Thanks
ysa that's exactly what I need to do & continue to do. @babyrollinssquared ba