that what I'm waiting on

It didn't feel real to me until I felt the kicks.

my first appointment was mainly paperwork blood work

You should be able to hear the heart beat your first appointment

when is that usually

It's normal!! There are some days I get worried because I don't feel pregnant at all. The ultrasound really helps it sink in, though. Especially if you get to hear the heartbeat.

since I'm early in my pregnancy still don't feel real think the ultrasound going help

I'm 18 weeks and it still doesn't feel real... I've felt the baby twice and it's a total shock when it happens! by belly is growing too, and it still doesn't seem like there is a baby in there! lol

im waiting for something to click

Yep, took until I felt him moving before it was real to me :)