I have no reason to even be up when 2016 comes. gonna be home all alone and right when I thought I…

I have no reason to even be up when 2016 comes. gonna be home all alone and right when I thought I was finally gonna get my first new year's eve with my boyfriend I realize he has to work..AGAIN. i'm grateful he has a job and all. but I'm so sick of the fact that in year 2 of this relationship I haven't gotten to be with him on ANY holidays... just like I didn't get to last year.