I'm on weekly check ups now which is exciting. My Dr doesn't check my cervix unless I'm in active labor which I'm completely OK with because with the pressure I'm experiencing that would be uncomfortable but the baby is extremely low and in place. I'm really hoping she doesn't wait until the bitter end to come out because I can't do another month of barely being able to walk.
So because I got a cervical check done by a man my S/O says I'm "tampered" with and that's like cheating . wtf

I made it to 38wks! Just got home from my doctor's appointment and the midwife checked my cervix and I'm 3cm dilated and 70% effaced but apparently they won't admit me til I'm 6...which doesn't make any sense to me but hey I don't make the rules...
Well called my doctor about some pressure and other things and they're having me come in to get checked for dilation which they normally don't check for until 38 weeks and I'm only 36! 😰I'm a bit nervous!
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
Is it werid that i check my wife's recently used emojis to see which ones she sent and ask her who she sent them to???