Tomorrow we put our baby girl to rest. I still can't believe that as of yesterday she would be 5 weeks. I miss her more then anything and would give whatever it takes to bring her back but I know that she will soon b in heaven and playing with all the other babies and soon my fiancé and I will try agian. We know that we have to wait at least a year and I have to bring myself back around to who I use to b, in a dark place right now, but with time things will get better. I guess what makes it so difficult is the whole 9 months everything was perfect even the labor was perfect but as soon as they cut her free from me she spread those little wings and left this world. Even after all the autopsy results they still have no reasoning on what happen to our babygirl. sometimes that makes things even harder to cope with so once agian we are taking one day and sometimes one min at a time.