I found out at 9 weeks and so excitied to bring a new life into this world. This is going to be my fiancé and I first child. I'm very happy to know that if I have any questions or concerns I have such a wonderful support group!

well first I want to wish everyone a happy mothers day!! what amazing women each and everyone of u are for all the things that u are doing and the things that u don't even relise u have done, u are all strong women and have endured so much so today I ask that u take the time to remember how awesome each and everyone of u are. Happy Mothers Day mommy's and mommy's to be.

I love seeing all these beautiful mom's with there babies and mom's to b. I can't wait till my fiancé and I can have another baby. I just pray that this time around things will b different. I know all things happen for a reason but this has been tough, I'm just proud to say that what I lucky women I am to have such wonderful friends and family and never thought that my fiancé and I could get closer but we truly have grown even more.

Tomorrow we put our baby girl to rest. I still can't believe that as of yesterday she would be 5 weeks. I miss her more then anything and would give whatever it takes to bring her back but I know that she will soon b in heaven and playing with all the other babies and soon my fiancé and I will try agian. We know that we have to wait at least a year and I have to bring myself back around to who I use to b, in a dark place right now, but with time things will get better. I guess what makes it so d...

OK, so here is our story. Water broke on November 22 at 3am. Went to the hospital. We were 3 centimeters dialated. Gave us pitosin and checked to see if I was dialated at 7pm and we were fully dialated and so we pushing for 3 and hours. Little miss kept turning her head. So we went for a c-section. After getting hit with an epidoral 5 to 6 times so that they could give me the c-section my body was not reacting the way is was suppose to. So, they used something else and that was when they went in...

well my water broke at 3am and came to the hospital 3 centimeters dilated so far and contractions are 3 min apart soon our little angel will be here!!

Tues is 40 weeks and still can't believe how fast time has gone by. I will say it has been an absolutely amazing pregnancy. 😇 I can't wait to meet u my little angel!!

Hope everyone is having a safe and Happy Halloween!!

can't believe how fast the time has gone by, in a short time my fiancé and I will b meeting our little bundle of joy!!

yay baby shower today!!