I really need some support mommies before I freak out..
I left the father, he's mentally and physically abusive. I'm sad. it hurts but its what's needed to be done. my stomach is in knots, makes me feel shitty that I'm putting my lil babe thru this because I have anxiety disorder .. I just can't take it. its worse there when he has one of his fits. its sad he lost his job and isn't even trying to find a new one. or do anything else I simply ask. its like I support "us" which I do. basically with food stamps at his mom. I've been trying to get a job myself just because to get some extra cash but if he don't like that place, its a no. he will get hostile. in general he doesn't want me doing anything but kiss his ass. it hurts, I'm just done. with it all. these tears need need to stop I hate hurting my lil one :'(
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I'm here if you need to talk... I'm in the same boat with my sons father...
I'm here if you need to talk. It will be OK love!! I went through this when I was 17. The best thing I ever did for me and my son! I thought it was bad enough he treated me like that but there was no way on hell I could take a chance of him ever hurting my son! He is now a happy and healthy almost 10 year old who has never had to live in fear and worry about being hurt! You just focus on you and that sweet baby!
hey beautiful continue to stay the STRONG women you are! it is normal to feel this way but I hope you can get passed it! take one day at a time 😗
thank you for the support guys. it is really hard. I'm trying my best to get thru and think positive for the babe. just being off meds is really screwing with emotions! I will be in contact, thankyou so much for being there for me guys. much appreciated. cause I really feel alone!