As much as I hate to say it, I am a heavy smoker. Just back from seeing a nurse about stopping…

As much as I hate to say it, I am a heavy smoker. Just back from seeing a nurse about stopping smoking and at this rate, I could be seeing my little boy between 3-6 weeks early, could be seeing him in as little as 10 weeks. I have done nothing but cry since, I feel so ashamed.. I've put my precious little boy at risk😢 were going to try and cut my smoking down and even try and stop all together. Fingers crossed for me ladies? Feel dreadful 😓