Dk why I'm awake at 630am...ugh..but in just here with my thoughts of why didn't I want to buy our…

I'm sorry to hear that mama... i know that its disappointing but pray that no matter what happens, you can find peace and bond with your child somehow I've had losses before and when I wasn't sure what was going to happen I would try not.to attach myself emotionally to my baby but now I regret that I did that ... no matter what happens bonding with you child is natural ... and shopping is apart of that . even if it's only a pair of socks or frame :)

I agree with@tjladybug Your child might just be perfectly fine. You still need to enjoy the process and not let fear of the unknown prevent you from bonding. Also, the baby Princess will still need just what any other baby needs. Try not to worry about what if and live in what is--you're carrying a princess and she will need a cute wardrobe! 💖

@tjladybug, thank you girl.. yes I agree and I feel it now.more than ever that I'm feeling that that attached to the point my man feels he has to be the same way too. it just a silent kind of awkward cuz we both feel the same way when it comes for crib buying and such.. it's like is she permanent or temporary?is my baby here to stay or will she be taken from me?? I've had 3 miscarriages and this is the farthest I've gotten besides this abnormal down syndrome blood test everything has been great. I pray this too shall pass

@tayek, Awwwww thank you for the uplifting words:))

@vanessa619, no problem mama. I'll be praying for you and your little doll.

yeah I understand big things like a crib can wait.i have 4 yo boy and 11 mth girl! I've had 3 m/c as well smh this is my 6th pregnancy and I'm still paranoid, all I can say is one day at a time ! much love to you and yours.