i feel so down in the dumps today. its one thing after another. first i see a momma lost her baby…

i feel so down in the dumps today. its one thing after another. first i see a momma lost her baby girl which broke my heart and i am here praying she got to hold her baby at least and say goodbye. then my fiance picks little fights with me and tells me i have an attitude. then my mom sends me amesage with a picture my elementary friend who passed away at 9yrs old in 3rd grade from cancer and i needed to ask her aunt for pictures of her before treatment because all i have is chemo and no hair photos. im just done with christmas this year. :/