this christmas will be the worst and saddest.. didnt get bby anything.... not even my husband or…

this christmas will be the worst and saddest.. didnt get bby anything.... not even my husband or eachother. will really just be love and family time.... husband hasnt found a job in over a year and i couldnt work due to bby was preemie and now they just want me to be with him at least the first year due to apnea problems he had the first few months.... but i can only just Thank God we are alive and breathing.... hope my husband can find something soon...