So my Papa isn't doing well. I'm thinking about flying out to AZ to see him. However I'm also…
So my Papa isn't doing well. I'm thinking about flying out to AZ to see him. However I'm also thinking against it,because I hate flying and being away from my husband. I'm also high risk and get bad anxiety about flying and airports. I don't know what the heck to do. we aren't sure he has much longer. I haven't seen him in over 6 years. I don't want to regret not going,but at the same time I don't want to fly. Driving is an option since I'm in NC.
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My grandmother had cancer and I wanted to go see her so bad. (I was 18 hours away) sadly, I didn't get to see her before she passed and I still to this day feel so guilty not seeing her. I was able to go after her funeral and had to take a train over night. I have horrible anxiety and the trip was horrible, but I got to see her grave and be there for my grandpa. I know how you feel, but I'd hate for anyone to feel the same guilt I do, even though I know it wasn't my fault.
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So I'd say go. Don't wait too long! you never know what can happen. :(