I always post about how excited I am about meet my little girl but..... I'm so scared I won't be good enough or a good parent to her I mean I know I'm not ready but who really is ready? Because I'm still trying to figure out who I am and who I'm supposed to be but there is no doubt in my mind that I love my daughter more than life it's self. I know it's not going to be easy no actually it's going to be rough but I'm going to try my best and do my best even tho I'm terrified.
Girl, listen. As a four time mama, and with another one on the way, no matter HOW many times you go through a pregnancy - even as exciting as it is - you will always have self doubt, worry, and anxiety that you will never be good enough or that you might not do everything right. And guess what? You won't. Nobody is a perfect parent. Kids dont come with a manual. Its all a learning process. But with love and dedication, you can rest assured you will be just fine and you will be a great mom xo
Regardless of how prepared a person think they are you really are never ready for a baby!it just comes to you as you go...don't worry your momma instincts kick in lol its scary always will be now you have a lil one to look out for raise....just try to be you a daughter/son will love you unconditionally it is the best love a women has ever known you'll see...love is the key hun don't be scared be positive babies pick up when ur frustrated so try to relax be calm and take it day by day no its not easy but its not impossible either🤗good luck & best wishes
Birth Plan Rant
I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?

I'm looking through my photos and I found one of my SO and I. I'm now thinking about how obsessed with him I am. I wanna see you and your man! Go! 😊

My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️

I forgot who posted this but I'm about to try it so it better be good lol
my hubs is getting a hair cut right now and the girl cutting his hair is flirting with him knowing I am sitting right here. I am so tempted to say something but I'm trying my best to shut my mouth 😐 honestly fucking hate girls who do not respect relationships.
Thank you @sarahemccormick I just don't want to end up like my mother for her parenting was so over board she shut down and I took care of my siblings then ended up in foster care