I have to vent 😪 so since my boyfriend and I aren't really talking I've been focusing my energy into being spiritual (I'm not saying for everyone has to become holy THIS IS MY OWN PERSONAL PREFERENCE) so a friend that has always wanted to be a part of my life is hanging around and taking me out to eat, shop, and enjoy this pregnancy . He wants to truly see me happy. It's funny how a person you didn't give the time of day is the person who would give you the world . He wants to go to every doctors appointment he wants to feel every kick and be there when im sick or in pain . I'm just torn because I'm scared if my babies fathers wants to come back in my life what would I do ?