Thought getting married would be different :/ he's watching tv in the living room I'm laying in bed…

Thought getting married would be different :/ he's watching tv in the living room I'm laying in bed lonely. Makes me think too much. I really don't think he wants a baby like I do :/ he thinks I'm crazy and being over dramatic that I'm not pregnant yet because we've only been trying since August :/ "fertile week day one" and I'm planing on not having sex this week at all. He gets on every nerve I have seriously -rant over