I am ready to explode! I am 39 weeks and have been home for the past 2 weeks. I was hoping this baby would come early…

I am ready to explode! I am 39 weeks and have been home for the past 2 weeks. I was hoping this baby would come early but I'm not even dilated yet so I have a feeling he is going to be a stubborn little boy. My husband is at work all day and it's just me and the dog all day. There is nothing left to clean or organize. I walk as much as I can but have to stop when I get tired or dizzy. I know I should be relaxing and enjoying these last couple weeks but seriously I will lose it if one more person tells me to relax and enjoy this time! I'm not a person that can just sit still; I feel so useless 😢