started evening primrose oil today, hoping it'll help soften my cervix, Dr appointment at 10:40 in…

started evening primrose oil today, hoping it'll help soften my cervix, Dr appointment at 10:40 in the morning, I think I'll see if my doctor will sweep my membranes, and see if she's willing to set an induction day sometime soon, I've got borderline high blood pressure, and I'm 1cm dilated, my hips are spread as far as they can go, plus they feel like they are breaking constantly, even now they hurt so bad I'm on the verge of tears, my husband has no idea how to help me, I'm so miserable. I want my baby boy here, in my arms, I can't wait any longer. please pray for me! I don't know how many more nights like tonight I can handle, heartburn so bad I feel the acid just sitting in the back of my throat, and hip pain so severe that I wake my husband up when I shift in the night because it hurts so much I can't stop the gasp that comes out of me.