I hate these hormones.... I am alone all day.. with no other human interaction because I refuse to…

I hate these hormones.... I am alone all day.. with no other human interaction because I refuse to waste gas to "hang out". so of course I start feeling lonely.. I get so so excited when my fiance comes homes!! but as soon as he walks out of the room or plays video games to relax, I get so whiney and feel so lonely.. like I know he adores me!! and loves me more than life itself, but I can't help but feel "unloved" when he doesn't want to just cuddle when he gets home. lol I'm so whiney this week!!!