
Back when I had C, I was so freaked out I didn't want to look at the camera haha
Oh my goodness that's crazy! Is it normal to be numb still? Or does it eventually wear off? @sandycheeks
i had 2 back to back my first july 23 2013 second august 12 2014 i had got pregnant 5 months after my first one so wasnt completely healed inside they recommend at least a year between. but now its ok unless like my bf grips my waist or something like that . but i still am numb from under my belly button down to my pubic area! literally i cut myself shaving pretty bad and never felt it just saw blood😧
No problem girl! @ayyeblackberry__ @sandycheeks really!? Well I mean I understand, having a c-section is major surgery and all that healing takes a while I'm sure!
i still have pains @kcamps and my youngest is over 1 lol
No it isn't painful, I mean obviously you have to get an epidural. But it's mostly just a lot of pressure, like you can feel all this pressure and you just want to know what's going on. But yeah the healing process does for sure hurt. I had my son at 8 at night and the next morning they made me get up and start walking. It's a long recovery, I'm almost two months post partum and I still sometimes hurt. @ayyeblackberry__
Sorry, but is it painful? I've heard it doesn't hurt during, just after.
@kcamps, my boyfriend was snapping pics secretly since your really not suppose too🙊 im glad he got some tho! he so interested😂
Ugh I wish I got pictures! I'm so curious to see what it looked like. My boyfriend literally only took two. @sandycheeks

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
my doc says its normal some woman will experience it some wont. its kinda like my muscles and skin are dead right there😂 its just weird