I swear this dude is going to have me go into depression. I feel so alone with both of the kids I'm…

I know the feeling

this app helps me express my feelings instead of holding it in. because I have no friends I can talk to @katlynboring

I know what you mean. I vented to hubby's mom today

I feel so embarrassed I don't want to vent to any family. I don't even want them knowing my business @katlynboring

I completely understand. I felt the same way on top of dealing with my newborn being in the hospital of a month and half

awww so sorry to hear that. that's the worst

@laylamommy,

Thank @mumof2. I just prayed for things to get better.

I think I need to do the same thing because the devil is trying his hardest right now. @laylamommy

You have to. Between praying, speaking my mind and breaking down occasionally I started to see a change in my boyfriend

I thought he changed. he used to do this when we first got together and now since baby been here he has been doing same stuff I'm so disappointed in him. he's breaking my heart and I feel like I can't take it anymore I rather not argue just be alone and not talk to anyone @laylamommy

I felt like that too and when I told him that I am not going to do it anymore and that me and my little diva would in with my parents. He didn't want to miss the opportunity with her bc he didn't get to watch his son grow help him change his ways. Don't get me wrong he still have some things he needs to change but they are and he has changed the major things

I guess I need to show him I'm serious too that I will take his kids and leave because I don't deserve to be second fiddle. even though I don't mean that, maybe it might make him see how serious I am and my feelings are hurt. @laylamommy

If you did would be ready for whatever the outcome maybe