So I just had my second baby boy 4 weeks ago. My husband says he's two and done and I totally agreed with him till after…

So I just had my second baby boy 4 weeks ago. My husband says he's two and done and I totally agreed with him till after I had this baby! Then I realized this is it no more little babies after this one. No more being pregnant and feeling sweet baby movements and hiccups! No more Sonograms and baby first Christmas. Am I really ready to be done? We went to my husbands consultation yesterday for his vasecotmy and I just got all emotional about it! Especially when the Dr said its a pretty permanent procedure. Idk if I'm ready for this to be a permanent thing. What if later down the road I want to try for a third? My emotion's are all over the place right now about it and I'm hoping its just my hormones being crazy and me not really wanting a third baby when I just had one four weeks ago! Can anyone relate to this? I don't know what to do :(