I've never been so scared to meet someone in my life. come February you will enter my world and show…

I've never been so scared to meet someone in my life. come February you will enter my world and show me what I've never felt before,show me the meaning of a live that can never be replaced. I hope I can show you what I never received from my mother. I've swore I will never be like her, I'll never put drugs and alcohol in front of you and what you need, I won't disappear from your life randomly. I promise to love you more then anything. I will do anything in this world to give you a life you deserve Elijah. come February you will be my king, you've already shown me so much in just the time of me carrying you inside me, feeling you kick and move, feeling the love of an innocent gift from God. you are my world son and nothing will stand in our way anymore.