I've been feeling so depressed these past few day... I know I should be excited about having my baby boy Friday, which I…

I've been feeling so depressed these past few day... I know I should be excited about having my baby boy Friday, which I am excited I've just had so much on my mind. To start I feel like me and my husband are growing apart... 90% of the time we don't kiss each other good night when we go to bed, we always used to, we never hold hands even when we have the opportunity. And we always used to cuddle on the couch at night before we went to bed, that doesn't happen anymore. We're also have some financial issues right now and I can't keep that off my mind for the life of me. And what makes it even more depressing is when your husband doesn't have sex with you when you initiate it, I know I'm big right now, but him not wanting to have sex makes me feel unwanted, like I'm not good enough. I feel like he's fulfilling his needs some other way, like pornogrphic pics... plus we will have a new baby in just a couple days and we won't be able to have sex for a while. I know all these are little things, but to me it's the little things that mean the most!! I just wanna feel like everything is gonna be ok..😟😢😢😳😭😭😭 gaaa I just wanna cry...