postpartum depression, leave the asshole, or both? I would never harm my baby, dont even get any negative thoughts about…
postpartum depression, leave the asshole, or both? I would never harm my baby, dont even get any negative thoughts about her. honestly she makes me happy. but according to my now ex, ive had a bad attitude, real bad. yes i get overwhelmed, but im with baby all day and night. i havent even had time to eat. the dad gets to sleep, or leave if he chooses to get away! i feel super alone. well we fought lastnight, and he decided to tell me to go kill myself, tht i was a regret and mistake, tht he didnt love me, and life would be better with me gone. so, tht made my depression (if thts wht being irritated and overwhelmed is?) much worse. literally had major thoughts and plans to harm myself and do what he said. so you kno wht he does as i lay on the bathroom floor. takes a f'ing picture. then says how crazy i am and how i need to be out this week. any thoughts on this? is my attitude tht bad? i made an appt for my doc tmr. bc now sadly with his photo, i need to get myself help or else tht POS will try to take the baby from me. funny wht a woman will put up with and stick around for vs men. not to mention right before she was born he was doing drugs and spending our money. which brings me to the point of my car is about to be repoed bc hes paying his bills and doesnt care about mine.
missing230user·
government assistance can help w housing and other things, but u need to get away from the problem. can't pray for better days & u don't change anything about why your days are so shitty... just keep that in mind.
ashley·
Мама дочки-младенца
well technically he already left me, and i have to be out this week. but still. makes me sad tht this is how our future turned out. makes me wonder if i did get meds if itd calm him down bc i wouldnt have an attitude be moody and emotional or bitch at him anymore. idk. guess ill never know. him saying he doesnt love me and hasent is the biggest blow.
Jenni·
Мама дочки-младенца, беременна (29 нед.)
Leave him, he is an asshole for putting you through that and the baby to shes small and the whole fighting alot is not worth it.
ashley·
Мама дочки-младенца
help with bills, no. live there for a bit maybe. but trust me thts not in baby and i's best interest.
Tasharra·
Мама сына-младенца
do you have any family that can help ?@ashleyreanne
ashley·
Мама дочки-младенца
idk what to do, leaving sounds easy but its not. ill have nowhere to live, no car, im still not even back to work. i just dont see how an attitude would make him say all these things to me. yes weve been fighting alot but still.
Joannie Lewis·
Мама дочки (2 года)
He's the source of your problem.