so I'm a complete piece of shit because I'm trying to get a job they said they would hire me and now my mom is throwing a fit because I'm trying to get a job asap because my husband working only we don't have enough money so I'm trying so hard and I get screamed at and told I'm worthless. I think I might give the baby up for adoption even though its killing me thinking about it. obviously my grandma raising me was what was ok for my mom but now it's me and she don't want to help even tho I raised her other two kids God I can't stop crying.