I was in a really bad car accident. it has destroyed my back, neck, shoulders. my c1-c5 are totaled.…

I was in a really bad car accident. it has destroyed my back, neck, shoulders. my c1-c5 are totaled. I have chronic back pain, chrinic migraines, and widespread pain. never ending. Never goes away, always stays. it is physically and emotionally draining to be in all of this pain. Doctors want me back on all of my medications I was once on before I got pregnant, which includes preventives like topamax which is also a mood stabilizer for depression , muscle relaxants like baclofen to help easy my muscle spasms, my anxiety medication for anxiety and depression and pain medication. Once i found out i was pregnant I stopped taking it all, I caught it right in the beggining (I am very lucky. ) this has been a pretty rough pregnancy but completely worth it. I really want to breastfeed because my babys development is more important then my well being in my book, but idk if I can breastfeed with taking medications. whatever I take passes on to her, right? The doctors are really pushing me to get back to what I was doing before. they are concerned about my well being but I am more concerned about her. The doctors keep saying "healthy mom, healthy baby." "happy mom, happy baby." im just so confused, and havent talked to anyone about this besides my mom. Can i breastfeed while in medication ? or does it go to the baby